May 2010
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April 2010
233 posts
I secretly...
am upset with my self for wasting the past year. It is one year of my life that I will never get back.
I secretly...
admit seeing you happy makes me happy as well. It’s about time you got your act together. I’m just happy because I don’t have to pick up after you anymore. I’m not your tissue. If my words are just words, then I don’t mean a thing. If I don’t mean a thing, you don’t either.
Sky ;; Joshua Radin ft. Ingrid Michaelson
I secretly...
wish that I would have gotten to known him better. The only thing that was between the two of us was the language barrier. All communication consisted of hand motions, grunts, and physical abuse. I just wish I had more time. I spent the whole summer aware of his cancer, but I didn’t realize the severity of it. I didn’t know he was feeling so much pain. I can’t believe I just sat...
I secretly...
used to be called the “Mellow Yellow.” I just realized that this is racist, and drug related. I sure do feel offended right now.
I secretly...
realize that nothing’s changed. I’m still stuck in the same place.
I secretly...
feel like you’re attacking me. Or maybe it’s not me. I don’t know.
If there’s a problem, say it. Jeebus.
(To prevent future confrontation [teehee :p] this does not apply to anyone on this site.)
I secretly...
feel lonely, all the time.
I secretly...
feel guilty for asking for more… Even though I really need it.
I secretly...
have a habit of talking to myself.
I secretly...
should really start looking into my faith more.
Which one has the feeling of dislike for evil, when one feels tranquil, one finds pleasure in listening to good teachings; when one has these feelings and appreciates them, one is free of fear.
I secretly...
thought that was weird. One minute I was sleeping and the next minute blood starts spewing out of my mouth. Maybe it just shows that being a vampire isn’t my thing.
I secretly...
fell asleep looking through Tumblr posts.
I secretly...
live for late night conversations.
I secretly...
am the only person whose dropped all of the “F” bombs in previous posts. I “F”ail. I think someone needs to wash my mouth out with soap. Oh geeze, I swear too much.
I secretly...
love doing math in the middle of the night because no one bothers me while I drink juice and listen to music. I get to go on auto-pilot and block out the rest of the world for just a few hours. I’m a nerd.
I secretly...
think it’s gotten to the point where I could only tolerate so much. Just to be fair, I’m playing by your rules now.
I secretly...
see the light. It’s the final stretch.
I secretly...
need more reasons to smile.
Think of You ;; A Fine Frenzy
I secretly...
COMPLETELY agree with the anime secret.
Seriously, it’s not it’s Harry Potter or Jacob.
:P
I secretly...
think people who like Hentai are disgusting. I also think falling in love with anime characters and what not is absurdly weird and lame. Seriously, what’s so great about a few million pixels? There’s no need to get infatuated. Foolish child.
I secretly...
think I might be slightly racist to people who aren’t in band. ROFL.
I secretly...
had one hell of a day. If one more person decides to screw me over, I’m gonna go into berserker mode.
I secretly...
realized five is an odd number.
I secretly...
think you’re a hypocrite. And probably one of the biggest ones I know.
I secretly...
know it’s my fault, but I’m having a hard time admitting it.
I secretly...
sometimes forget how much you really care, even if we don’t talk. Saying I love you to you isn’t hard at all.
Here We Go ;; Jon Brion Thank you, Mr. Le.
I secretly...
think you are just like him. Just admit it already.
I secretly...
think that this part is what hurts the most. It’s too selfish to tell you that you’re hurting me.
I secretly...
am considering going into counseling and not telling anyone because I don’t want people to think I’m crazy.
I secretly...
give up on you. Congratulations, you finally got to me.
I secretly...
feel like swearing for no apparent reason. Now I know the effects of sleep deprivation.
I secretly...
wish that he and I would stop having conversations here and there. It makes me think of how much of a waste our summer was and how we had no one to talk to but each other. We were just accommodating each other’s boredom. If we’re not going to talk on our own terms, just go away. It’s useless. Chasing boys is the last thing on my mind.
I secretly...
LOL’d at the video below to the point where I couldn’t breathe. That was a great late night pick-me-up. Thanks.
I secretly...
don’t speak up when something’s bothering me. I’d rather let it eat away at me than deal with the confrontation.
I secretly...
feel bad for not posting a secret for a few days D:
I secretly...
think that the more I ponder about it, the more absurd it sounds; the more absurd it sounds, the more it’s filled with complete bull shit.
I secretly...
found myself doing the same thing twice, then got the same outcome.
I secretly...
feel like a pussy these days. I can’t say what I feel anymore.
I secretly...
want to grow, and expand my small little world.
I secretly...
am afraid to love you because every step I take forward, you take back.
I secretly...
hate people who wear wigs to look cute. Wigs, REALLY?
I secretly...
hate when I realize or discover something in the middle of he night because it gives me panic attacks right before bed, especially when I’m alone.