am upset with my self for wasting the past year. It is one year of my life that I will never get back.

admit seeing you happy makes me happy as well. It’s about time you got your act together. I’m just happy because I don’t have to pick up after you anymore. I’m not your tissue. If my words are just words, then I don’t mean a thing. If I don’t mean a thing, you don’t either.

wish that I would have gotten to known him better. The only thing that was between the two of us was the language barrier. All communication consisted of hand motions, grunts, and physical abuse. I just wish I had more time. I spent the whole summer aware of his cancer, but I didn’t realize the severity of it.  I didn’t know he was feeling so much pain. I can’t believe I just sat there and watched him die. It’s been nearly eight years since he passed. He left the world happy, having finished his job. I can only hope that I can live up to the family name and finish my own job.

used to be called the “Mellow Yellow.” I just realized that this is racist, and drug related. I sure do feel offended right now.

realize that nothing’s changed. I’m still stuck in the same place.

feel like you’re attacking me. Or maybe it’s not me. I don’t know.

If there’s a problem, say it. Jeebus.

(To prevent future confrontation [teehee :p] this does not apply to anyone on this site.)

feel lonely, all the time.

feel guilty for asking for more… Even though I really need it.

have a habit of talking to myself.

should really start looking into my faith more.

Which one has the feeling of dislike for evil, when one feels tranquil, one finds pleasure in listening to good teachings; when one has these feelings and appreciates them, one is free of fear.  

thought that was weird. One minute I was sleeping and the next minute blood starts spewing out of my mouth. Maybe it just shows that being a vampire isn’t my thing.

fell asleep looking through Tumblr posts.